This is MAH SHIT

cali_hardcore83 @ 2007-09-09T22:31:00

2007-09-10T05:35:37Z

I don't really know why i can't let her go. It's been 5 fuckin months and still every single day and night i think about her. I'm a lonely dude these days, i mean.. I have people around me, good friends, acquaintances, even attractive females. But i still miss having that cute little butt next to me and waking up to her and when i get up for work she steals my pillow and kisses me goodbye. Shit man. Life sure can throw some curve balls at us. I just hope this one goes away soon, or comes back. I'm tired of the limbo

cali_hardcore83 @ 2007-06-05T23:02:00

2007-06-06T06:03:41Z

www.fuckbeingsingle.com

Pretty much sums up my life, i have money, and friends, and a cool car and job.. But i don't have her :'(

w00t

2007-02-13T07:52:22Z

Pretty into my life lately.. Thing's are going very well. Money, girls, cars, maybe even a new band. I'll find out tomorrow night

You know what

2006-10-12T02:35:42Z

I just don't know anymore... Shit's weird

HFHF;KULYHFULVL;KULDFHVUJIOP

2006-09-16T00:39:47Z

I hate feelings. And i hate that somehow someway every girl i date manages to rip my heart out. It boggles my mind how i cant be happily single. Every girl i dat either fucks around behind my back or treats me like shit and ends up dumping me for like 5 other dudes with the same name, or going back to her lame ass ex or some fucking random off of myspace. I seriously wonder i even like affection from the opposite sex instead of being like every other dude out there and use em for sex and thats it. Fuck this shit. I'm so over it

Say hello

2006-09-13T06:04:37Z

TO MY NEW CAR!!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPP I LOVE IT!!!

She's beautiful...

2006 Honda Accord, V6, Auto, Leather, Navigation, Power everything, Lowered by honda, Aero kit by honda so its ALLL under warranty!!!

TRUCK FOR SALE!!!

2006-09-10T06:31:10Z

1997 TOYOTA TACOMA. Asking $5,000.00 obo
Need to sell a.s.a.p... 172,700 miles

That's the ONLY dent on it..

Looong time

2006-08-15T15:08:46Z

Trying to find my place in the world can be a very hard thing. I feel so small now, don't know why. I miss my ex even though she was the BIGGEST source of stress in my life. I guess i just crave affection from a female. =/

On the lighter side, i finally have been going out again. YAY!! Chilled with a few old friends that i really do miss over the weekend. And met a few new people i can hopefully kick it with more often. Round 7 was bad ass and i have definatly stepped up in the world of Kart Racing. I kind if a big deal around there, look into it, it's a blast www.dromo1.com

cali_hardcore83 @ 2005-11-09T08:16:00

2005-11-09T16:56:14Z

Ever feel like you have something you've wanted for a long time is right at your finger tip's but theres so much doubt in you that your almost afraid to do what you need to to grasp it... Thats how i feel right now. So many things between my work, and certain things in my personal life are right where ive wanted them in the last few months.. But it's almost like its not lining up. I don't know... I have so many questions dont have a single answer.. Why do i love you?, why do i waste my time... Why doi do stupid shit lik edrift my daily driver into a fuckin curb?? Why am i 22 but act like im 16... Ugh, ihml right now

WHAT THE FUCK!!! I'M DOOMED

2005-11-03T16:59:33Z

The Boy Next Door
Random Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLDm)

Kind, yearning, playful, you are The Boy Next Door. You're looking for real Love, a lot like girls do. It might not be manly, but it's sweet.

We think the next three years will be very exciting and fruitful ones for you. Your spontaneous, creative side makes you a charming date, and we think you have a horny side just waiting to shine. Or glisten, rather. You enter new relationships unusually hopeful, and the first moments are especially glorious. If you've had some things not work out before, so what.

Your exact opposite:
The 5-Night Stand

Deliberate Brutal Sex Master

On paper, most girls would name the Boy Next Door as their ideal mate. In the real world, however, you're often passed over for more dangerous or masculine men. You're the typical "nice guy:" without just a touch of cockiness, you're doomed with girls. A shoulder to cry on? Okay, sure. But never a penis to hold.

More than any other type, Boys Next Door evolve as they get older. As we said, many find true love, but some fail miserably in the search. These tarnished few grow up to be The Men Next Door, who are creepy as hell, offering backrubs to kids and what not.

ALWAYS AVOID: The Nymph

CONSIDER: The Maid of Honor, The Peach

Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
My profile name: cali_hardcore

cali_hardcore83 @ 2005-10-31T23:45:00

2005-11-01T08:00:43Z

I'm drunk.. And fuckin lonely... eff life... I just want someone to fall asleep next to

cali_hardcore83 @ 2005-10-27T01:27:00

2005-10-27T08:41:46Z

I'm fuckin 22 today nigguh's!!!!!

cali_hardcore83 @ 2005-10-05T23:40:00

2005-10-06T06:56:56Z

Kinda ffel like i'm going through one of those "change" stages right now... Nothing really makes any sense, just work, go home... Maybe hang out with a friend, sleep, go to work.. And i've been looking too forward to getting drunk. Depression, aint it funny? I pretty much am settled on moving back to Arizona late next summer.. It's cheap, yeah it's hot but whatever, and... My life just made some sense out there

cali_hardcore83 @ 2005-09-25T16:30:00

2005-09-25T23:54:34Z

I guess I was "tagged" and now I have to write 20 things about myself and then "tag" other people? So, here we go...

1. I hate girls!! they rip my heart out
2. I love lowered trucks
3. The new Death Cab album makes me happy
4. I am an asshole, not too many people know that about me
5. I am thinking about joing a Boy Scout troop as a Scoutmaster
6. I have yet to be truely "happy" with a girl except for a curly haired blond one i wasn't even officially dating
7. I hate cats, but i love dog's with all my heart
8. My job rules [ yes its a tire shop but i fucking love it]
9. My grandfather has colon cancer and i cent help but detach myself
10. Cancer scares me
11. I cant wait to be a daddy
12. I secretly love MTv
13. Fourth of July is my favorite holiday
14. so i chrsitmas :-X
15. Girls with curly hair is my favorite
16. I have curly hair and i hate it
17. Family will ALWAYS come before my girl
18. My best friend is pretty much my brother
19. I miss my sister and I think about moving to Texas to be with her
20. I'm a neat freak that rarely has time to clean

Ok, so now i'm supposed to pick people to have do this
1. Lori
2. Cynce
3. Wonka
4. Kelliebear
5. Myke

cali_hardcore83 @ 2005-09-15T01:03:00

2005-09-15T08:17:50Z

What did i honestly think would happen?? No drama, yeah right.. I'm not that lucky..

shit is gay like Richard Simons

cali_hardcore83 @ 2005-09-11T20:01:00

2005-09-12T03:14:17Z

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.

2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.

3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.

4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
(This possibly will not apply to all).

5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.

6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.

7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.

8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.

cali_hardcore83 @ 2005-09-08T01:05:00

2005-09-08T08:17:42Z

cali_hardcore83 @ 2005-08-28T08:23:00

2005-08-28T15:35:59Z

ok, so... I'm back. Welcome home to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cali_hardcore83 @ 2005-08-17T01:34:00

2005-08-17T08:37:21Z

So it's pretty much 95%.. I'm movin back to Cali. Simi to be exact.. Me and the lady are spli up, still great friends but too much drama goin on in her life, adding me to it has just increased the stress level. And financially it's better for me. So who's excited???? [i know i am ]

cali_hardcore83 @ 2005-08-02T00:01:00

2005-08-02T07:04:06Z

I got bored today... Oh yeah, i got my 18's too!!!!!!!!!

The show last night was so amazing. I heart Strech Armstrong, Haste the day was mediocre at best too many metal heads flailing and shit.. I hate metal kids at hardcore shows.. =(

cali_hardcore83 @ 2005-07-27T19:52:00

2005-07-28T02:55:22Z

I heart my life right now.. I love my girl and her son, were looking to get a house.. My job rules, so much fun.. And i hav my sweet new wheels. I'm diggin it. Finally feel like i don't have to go home to be happy. I heart the PHX.

cali_hardcore83 @ 2005-07-21T16:33:00

2005-07-21T23:40:05Z

Ok kiddies, i know it's been a while but some shit just doesn't seem important anymore.. Life has become amazing but very stressful at the same time.. Dating a single mother is one hell of a challange i'll tell you that but we truely care about eachother and i do absolutly love you son.. On the brighter side of things.....

I love having a working A/C, Cruise Control, Tilt wheel, And mutha fuckin window tint... Were rollin stocks for now but i'm savin up for some 18's.. Lemme know what you think bitches

cali_hardcore83 @ 2005-06-20T22:48:00

2005-06-21T05:51:14Z

Fuck stupid underage girls causing drama cuz i let you sleep in my bed cuz you were too drunk to go home and none of my roomates or friends wanted to sleep next to your ugly busted face... I DONT LIKE YOU!!!!! Go the fuck away

For S's and G's

2005-06-17T03:02:04Z

1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you.
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. I will tell you what color you remind me of.
7. Put this in your journal

cali_hardcore83 @ 2005-05-22T07:42:00

2005-05-23T02:45:58Z

I don't know whats worse, the fact that it's 7:42 pm and im drunk as shit or that i just spent the last 3 hours wit h a girl im completely attracted to and all i could say is that i think she's beautiful and that i would to get to know her.. .or the fact that i still miss you and i want to fall asleep next to you so damn bad.... i dunno but shit is spinnin and i gotta eat sumhin... love to all